I Love My Job.

I always hesitate to say things like that because I feel like every time I do the next time I work is horrible.  So we’ll see how tonight goes. :)

It’s kind of hard to believe I’ve worked at Eureka for almost 8 months now.  It’s even harder to believe that I’ve been a nurse for almost a YEAR. (What?!?)  Looking back I can see how far I’ve come, but at the same time I feel like I still have so. much. to learn. (But that’s for another time.)

A year ago today I started applying for jobs and interviewing.  I had everything all planned out.  I received a scholarship my senior year, where Advocate paid for my last year of classes and I signed a two year work agreement at Advocate (so I was required to work somewhere in the Advocate system). So, I was going to get a job at BroMenn, in either in the CVCU or the ER. I would NOT work on IMCU (I hate IMCU).  Or Rehab.  I would consider the Surgical floor.  If all went well, I’d get some med-surg experience then work in the ER (which is what I really wanted to do). I interviewed in both the CVCU and the ER.  They decided to hire more experienced nurses for both positions.  I won’t lie, I was a little crushed when I didn’t get either position.  It turns out, at the time, there were only 4 positions open for new grad nurses: 1) In the OR 2) Mental Health 3) Mother Baby Unit 4) On the Inpatient Unit at Eureka.  The problem with the first three (at least that I have) is that these areas are so specialized that once you get into them you start to forget everything else.  And it’s fine if those are the areas you want to work in, but I wasn’t necessarily passionate about any of them.  Oh, and the problem with #4 is that it’s in Eureka.  And the entire hospital is like, 20 beds (for comparison, BroMenn has like 200).  And there’s no way I could get any experience at a hospital that small. There’s no way I was going to work there. NO WAY.  I started to change my mind. I would work on the Surgical floor. Or Rehab. Or even IMCU (that's how you know I was desperate).

So, under much protest, I interviewed at Eureka.  It went well (despite the fact that I’m pretty sure I still reeked of cigars and scotch from the night before, but I digress).  But I wasn’t going to work there.  They were going to find a position for me at BroMenn.  I was not. Working. At. Eureka.  (You can see where this is going.) So, about 2 weeks later, they told me I would be working in Eureka.  And I cried (and these were not tears of joy, mind you).  It was official. I would be working in the 20 bed hospital. I would get no experience.  I decided I’d be transferring to BroMenn the first chance I got.

You know that saying “Men plan, God laughs?” Yeah, this would be my life.  I was so dead set on working at BroMenn and having my entire career planned out the way I wanted it to that I refused to look at any other options.  In my stubbornness I didn’t see the fact that there could be better opportunities out there.  And let me tell you, a bigger plan was definitely at work here.

  

Fast forward to now, and I’ve realized just how blessed I’ve been.  I just have to say: I have AMAZING coworkers.  Like seriously, they’re awesome.  And they’re definitely a major part of the reason why I love my job.  When I started I don’t think they’d had a new grad at Eureka in a while, but everyone – the nurses, techs, lab, registration, just everyone - was so, so helpful and nice and just awesome.  There have been a couple of people in particular that have really helped me out and I suppose you could say have become mentors of sorts.  They’re amazing nurses and I really look up to them, and I really appreciate how much they’ve helped me get to the point I’m at.  They help when I need it, answer my questions, give me words of encouragement, and are wonderful to talk to.

Also, when I was on orientation I expressed my interest in wanting to work in the ER someday.  My preceptor at the time let me go down to the ER for the last few weeks of my orientation, and now I get to pick up shifts in the ER when I can.  I think being able to do this has really helped to increase my skill set.  I’ve seen two patients intubated.  I’ve had a ton of practice starting IVs.  I got to freaking cardiovert someone. I would have never had this opportunity had I worked at BroMenn.  I think it’s helped to solidify that I really like working in the ER and is what I would definitely like to work toward in the future.

So, moral of the story?  I love being a nurse.  I love taking care of people and knowing that I’m helping them in some way.  And even though it feels like sometimes I’m working in a glorified nursing home, I do love the patients.  And honestly? I’m happy at Eureka.  I’ve had experiences here that I wouldn’t have had other places. I think it’s become pretty obvious that I was put here for a reason, and I see those reasons every time I work (well…pretty much).

Besides, how else would I see crazy clouds like this on my ride home?

 

Or where else could we waste time by filling a sink with hand sanitizer?

 Yep...I love my job. :)